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"i LOVE BUTTERFLIES"

---- kittie_kat

 

 

hey there guys...

 

 

didnt thought that i would still have access to this blog after more than 2 years of neglection...

 

i commend tabulas for not deleting this blog... i stored some pics here that i lost and now, viola, i can just save it all over again... as simple as one, two, three....

 

 

i'm also happy that i can still remember my user name and password.. hahaha.. anyway, my password is not that easy to forget.. that's my usual password.. i never changed it.. hahahha.. i use it all the fuckin time...

 

so if someone out there already knew my pw, then you can already access my files.. as in, all of my emails, ebay id, yada,yada... 

 

 

not that i wouldnt mind... of course, i would.. and i wouldnt appreciate it if someone would go snooping around my stuff, let alone my bllooohooog.... duh...

 

 as if you would find anything worth reading... hahahahha...

 

anyway, back to my life...

 

 

im old now... im 20... hahhaha... ewww... let me re-phrase that.. it's twenteen...

 

duh... im still clinging to the one thing that makes a kid...  for me, there's nothing more pure than being a kid... i do miss everything... i miss my simple, uncomplicated life...

 

i miss being dependent, not that im independent nowadays, as if...  i miss the innocence... i miss having to play the whole day and laugh at the silliest thing... i miss enjoying the way a housefly flies.. i miss the smell of the grass and sun ( when i was a kid, i used to play outside a lot^_^)... i miss not being made-up...

 

right now, i cant do anything of this.,..

 

i am matured now.. i need to be matured now.. hahahha...

 

pressured sa age siguro...

 

 

well, i can say that my life is fun naman... oo kaya... hahahha

 

im happy... i would be graduating next year and finally be done with school.. another adventure... i just hope that i wouldnt be unemployed for too long.. i want to work right away so that my mind is still fresh..

 

 

hahhaha...

 

 

manila, singapore, canada, or germany???

 

i want to go everywhre... make a name for myself... hopefully, in the future, i can read this blog entry again and be proud of myself for achieving evrything i want in life...

 

i hope when i look back and reminisce, ronnell would still be there with me...

 

 

wow.. appropriate yung song...

 

wabyew bebe...

 

 "someday we'll know that i was the one for you....."

 

 

Your name should be either ~Sally~ or ~Sarah~ wich mean lady or princess. this means you are elegent and feminine

damn... i really love mah name KATE

 

why cant i be KATE??

 

well, at least, im feminine....

 

 

well...

 

napakainit naman ng summer... pwo i am so glad that i'm home... i think it would better for me to spend the hot summer with mah family than to stay alone in davao while mah family is enjoying the vacation.. hell, no... i already missed a lot of happenings while i was away and i cant afford to miss anything else...

 

i missed mah fave cousin's prom.  damn, i cant believe it.. i didnt even know that they already had their prom.. damn.. she had always been there during mah special events and now, this is how i repaid her... this is the price of studying in a different city..

i also missed my other fave cousin's birthday.. i was always present in her birthdays every year ever since the world begun.. this was the first time i missed it.. i felt awful.. i even forgot to greet her then.. this is the pirce of studying in a different city...

lastly, i missed mah lil sister's graduation... damn, she was the valedictorian of their batch.. it would have been nice if i was there.  i wasnt even able to go up the stage and pin her a medal.. shit.. i really hate this..

sometimes, i wish i didnt enroll in ateneo de davao university... but then, i wouldnt be able to achieve quality education.. why the hell gensan dont have any high quality schools and universities\????

 

i hate it........

 

 

lapit na matapos ang klase... sa wakas, bakasyon na naman... nakakapagod talga ang mag-aral... buti nlng at tapos na ako sa frontpage activity nmin.. net nlng ako... hheheheh..

 

ganda ng ngawa kong site... xmpwe, andun lahat ng mga gusto kong ilagay.. imagine, matagal na kaming me ganitong prog sa bahay pro ndi ko ginagamit... useful talga ang edp 111.. shet... lapit na matapos ang 2nd sem pwo di ko pawin alam ang ibig sabhin ng edp 111..

 

cnu ba mei alam jan ng meaning ng EDP111??

 

 

well... here i am again... pampagulo na naman sa mga tabulas nio... it's not that i've got nothing to do than to bother you guys but i realized that it would be benificial to me if i would start writing again... in english, that is.. it can help me in unexpected ways and since i am a mass communication student, this is very, very advantageous...

 even if my grammar is incorrect at times , i will still pursue this chuvaness... pratice makes perfect anyway and continual use of the english language will improve my writing skills and doesnt have any damaging effects. 

 

so much for that, let me talk about my latest gimiks nowadays.

 

im planning to audition for pinoy big brother teens but im not really sure my parents will allow me to.. my bebe already told me a while ago that he would support all th way and that he would always be there at my side when i need him.  i already asked permission from my mom and told her to have my birth certificate sent here in davao.  all i have to do now is to produce a solo pic, close-up and whole body, that will be submitted to the panel.

i'm not really expecting to be chosen but i just want to try my luck.  i even told my friend that if ever i was chosen, i wont accept it automatically but think it over for a while.  me & my bebe's 1st anniversary will be on may 19 and i wouldnt want to miss that... grrr... why am i even fussing about that thought??? i'm not yet admitted but im already thinking about the consequences... 

the auditions will be held in NCCC mall of davao next friday... march 3 2006... damn, i'll have to miss classs just for this. to think that im grades are already racing their way down... damn.. but, i will still go... i wouldnt let an opportunity like this pass by right in front of my nose...

 

uyhmm..... this week is really busy... i dont know what keeps me busy but then i really can say that i had been busy..

i'm tired now...

 

update you again tomorrow...

 

pwamizzzzzzz.......

 

 

 

2 days to go...

 

damn.. i dont wanna go back yet...

 

3 weeks seem to be so short... yeah.. i know... i'm bored to death and everything but then, mann, the loneliness that awaits me is unbearable.. i dont want to go back.. i wanna stay right here... i wanna stay where i am... this is where i belong...

 

i'll be missin my boypren.. ewan... i just sent him a oh-so-dramatic message in fwenster.. i'm just feeling a lil senti right now..

 

to hell with all my anxieties... i just have to go on with mah life.. go on as if there'll be no tomorrow.. damn.. i will succeed... i want to succeed... i have to succeed...

 

problems... trials... fuck... these are parts of our everyday life.. im not the only one experiencing them.. knowing that someone else may be feeling the same way i do doesnt necessarily make me feel better.. it just makes me realize that... nah.. im talking nonsense..

 

got my new schedule... damn.. i really have to lose weight... not that i gained a kilo or something.. it's just that i still have unwanted inches that i have to lose.. it just makes me happy that my boypren still thinks im the sexiest... hehhehe.... sexiness isnt necessarily the body... huh... who are u kidding??? let's admit it...

 

i also discovered that i have a cleavage.. this made me so happy.. i think that my boobs became a lil bigger.. hehheheh... owkies... now i know the secret to its development... hehehhee... its not wat u think...

 

immm cccrrraaazzzzyyyyy....

 

mah BoYfwend...

 

hehhe...

 

bebe Q toh...